Hardcover and ebook, 320 pages
Published November 14, 2011 by Harcourt Children's Books
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Seventeen-year-old Holly Mullen has felt lost and lonely ever since her boyfriend, Rob, died in a tragic accident. The fact that she has to spend most of her free time caring for her little sister and Alzheimer’s-stricken grandfather doesn’t help. But Holly has no idea that as she goes about her days, Rob’s ghost is watching over her. He isn’t happy when he sees his best friend, Jason, reach out to help Holly with her grandfather—but as a ghost, he can do nothing to stop it. Is his best friend really falling for his girlfriend?
As Holly wonders whether to open her heart to Jason, the past comes back to haunt her. Her grandfather claims to be communicating with the ghost of Rob. Could the messages he has for Holly be real? And if so, how can the loved ones Rob left behind help his tortured soul make it to the other side?
Told from the perspectives of Holly, Jason, and Rob, Wherever You Go is a poignant story about making peace with the past, opening your heart to love, and finding the courage to move forward into the light.
This novel completely pulled at my heartstrings. Even with the deadline of this review looming over my head and a teetering pile of books left to read, I was hesitant to get to the end and leave the story world Heather Davis created. Despite the changing style choices within each point of view, she constructed this story in such a way that not only did I care deeply for each of the main characters, but I anxiously rooted for them. Each turn of the page revealed a different heart-wrenching facet of their personalities or another stumbling block in their young lives.
Holly lived through more in her seventeen years than most adults ever have to face, yet she embraced everything life threw at her with maturity and grace. She was forced to become parent, caregiver, housekeeper, and chef, all while finishing high school and living with the grief over her boyfriend’s death. It would’ve been easy to make this character a martyr who merely survived day-to-day, or even a Pollyanna type. But Holly wasn’t perfect. She stifled her anger, avoided confrontation, jumped to conclusions, and pushed people away. As the story unfolded in her first person account, I lived her character arc with her, experiencing the growth in confidence not only in herself, but also in what she needed and who she wanted to be.
Jason was part of the popular crowd, but not the head of it. His best friend died, and the remaining friend he has sucks as a human being. His parents were splitting up, and he was pining for his dead best friend’s girl. The cards were kinda stacked against him. But what I loved the most about Jason was his strength. Once he got over his fears, he was determination to win Holly, and I totally lost my heart to his selfless way of doing so by helping her Alzheimer’s-stricken grandfather hold onto his memories. Jason’s third person point of view allowed the reader to take a step back, fall in love with him along with Holly, and watch his side of their love story unfold much like the third main character, Jason’s dead best friend and Holly’s former boyfriend Rob.
Rob was a ghost, forced to watch his loved ones day after day without speaking to them. Without even sleep to break the monotony of his so-called life, he’d resigned himself to his existence without hope of the bright light everyone speaks of . . . until he meets Aldo, Holly’s grandfather. Aldo’s ability to see and converse with him gives Rob newfound energy and perspective—until his best friend moves in on his girlfriend. And he watches his parents go to counseling for their grief. And the pesky memories of what really happened the night he died starts coming back. His second person point of view was probably the most jarring for me at first, but the one I enjoyed the most. It is hard to pull off well, but Heather Davis handled it beautifully, and the haunting quality it lent to Rob’s account added depth to his role as a spirit.
Overall, WHEREVER YOU GO is probably one of my favorite reads of 2011. The heart infused in every single page was simply gorgeous. This was the first Heather Davis novel I read, but it definitely won’t be my last.